Soulmates

I can forgive.  I have learned to let it go and at the end of the day I am just glad we are moving forward. I cannot say that I have forgotten of what almost destroyed us but I feel some comfort knowing that love and forgiveness are things that I let make decisions for me.  

It is good to have him in my life again and missing him and loving him.  He is my soul mate and he will always love me and I will always love him. Still, before you all mistakenly think I am talking about "the one", he and I will never be together and that is how I want things to be.  To think any other way would be outrageous.   I cannot remember the last time I forgave someone and I am ashamed to admit that.  

All it took was a call, I made the first move and called.  I missed him so much and I need someone that knew me better than I did myself to bring me some sort of relief during these times.  I put my pride aside and for second allowed myself to not think.  Maybe I should try this more often.  

Lesson 12: I must allow my heart win over my logic every now and then.